I'm just honest
This past week has been a bit crazy and blogging has taken a back seat to some other things. Finals are in full swing, which means my ability to function like a normal human being has taken a hard hit. I'm off to my first final today - it's truly the beginning of the end of something. It's so strange to think that last year at this time, I was finishing my undergrad degree in the same way. Except this year, I won't have any friends waiting for my after my last exam to drench me with water. So to mourn what I can only say at the moment is the last leg of my education, I'm wearing black head-to-toe. And to quote Victoria from my guilty pleasure Made in Chelsea, "I'll stop wearing black when they invent a darker colour".
It seems to be the case that whenever we really want something and finally get it, it's always so far from our expectations, often for the worse. Managing our expectations must be one of the hardest things to do, probably because when work hard at something, we like to see the outcome has satisfying. I've been trying to balance how I want to see some aspects of my life and how I should actually see them. But being honest with ourselves is just so damn difficult sometimes. Do you guys agree?